Saturday, September 8, 2012

broad pointilism: "running up that hill"

making     the decision that     i am not ready yet          is still so hard     so hard to make    

in part because     because it implies     that someday i will be ready.

oh god why     why am i left at this angle.     listing to one side     with your name on my lips.

why is my heart broken

why was my heart born broken

why have i always to heartbroke becoming


god oh god where have you left me     what do i learn from herebeing
surrounded by lush stars     the hot dark velvet of space     the taut heaving sheath of time     bent all around me     waiting to be     taken up    taken up and in

ice-planet i am     a burning heart      ice piled up atop     nothing can melt

this vise of ice

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